Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Chasing a starlight...

So, lastnight/this morning I was running on no sleep :) The final results were: awake for 20 hours on 3.5hrs sleep :) Not a bad effort if I do say so myself! lol. However, with sleep deprivation comes mood swings. I literally went from a Dominic Howard sex conversation to my 'I don't want to be thinking about life' moods. (Refer to this post lol) I'm thinking that seeing as though I have my Psychology exam tomorrow, I should probably go to bed at a reasonable time.. before 12am perhaps? lol. But knowing me, the chances of that happening are very slim! And, instead of studying today, I was in bed until 2pm-ish. Very productive day! I think in total I've done about 30min revision! In a way I deserve to fail my exam.. it might teach me a lesson! I know that what I'm doing is wrong, and I know I should change my habits, and I want to change my habits.. but I just don't care enough to actually do it!

And tomorrow is Matthew Bellamy's birthday :) I should try and remember to post something.. I always seem to forget! The only person who I ever remember to blog for is Shia LaBeouf for some reason.. lol

This post really has no purpose at all! I'm just bored and looking for something to do. I could be studying but.. meh. My theory is that if I don't know it by now, then it's too late and too bad!.. I'll survive. What I am worried about is the fact that I have 3 SACs after my exams. I also have a literature essay and an English essay due in this Friday.. which probably won't happen.. and I have all this specialist homework to catch up on before the SAC! So that's actually my main concern, not this stupid exam.

And I'm planning on drawing on my veins tomorrow, lol. The examiners will think I'm completely mental! Shall be funny! :)

And yeah, trying to plan something to do for my birthday. At this stage it looks like I'll be having a BBQ with some friends around.. nothing fancy. Emma and Elly are gonna stay over Sunday night before my birthday.. And Bec and I will maybe go out on Monday night once I'm 18! So yeah, that's pretty much what's going on there.

Before I really start to ramble too much, I'm gonna end this here.

Cheers :)

It's a new dawn, It's a new day, It's a new life for me.. And I'm feeeeeeeling goooood!

Can't believe I haven't posted this yet..

DECEMBER 14, 2010


It is going to be one of the most awesome nights of my life, if not the best!
Dominic Howard. Matthew Bellamy. Christopher Wolstenholme.
Ohhh, this little event will get me through to the end of the year.
I'm so super excited!
Seriously, I can't put into words the level of excitement!

1am ramblings

Mid-year exams. Haven't studied enough. Don't care. Given up. Disappointed. School = apathy. Muse = XD. December 14. Can't wait. Dominic Howard. Obsessed. No school today. Supposed to study. Probably get distracted. Twitter = addictive. Musers = awesome people. Today's date = 08/06/10. 6 days = my 18th birthday. Don't care. Another age. Missing people. Need some music. #nowplaying Bliss. December!. Slightly obsessed. I'm weird. Re-read all this. Conclusion = wtf?. Stream of Consciousness. Psychology. Shit, exam on Wednesday. Putting Stream of Consciousness into literal practise. Don't like school. Just received new email from Facebook. Thoughts come to me all the time. I miss my friends. They're not friends anymore. I miss that. No one knows I exist. I don't like that. Time to stand out?. Effort!. It'd be nice to be needed. I think too much. Should probably end this. Boring myself and everyone else. Goodbye.